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PROLOGUE

It was a crush that grew into an infatuation and blossomed into something serious called love. And she had no idea how things have gotten this far. Like out of the blue, the person she was first inspired at became a distraction and the reason behind the tears she shed most nights before going to bed.

In her bedroom with the windows closed, the door locked and with a bear tucked in her arms, Anslee cried her heart out for the guy who gave meaning to her life and later on, destroyed it. This was the first time she cried since the news. When she first heard it, numbness took over and played to her advantage by preventing her from being emotional in front of many people. But emotions this great can’t be kept hidden and caged. And that’s why she’s here now, in her room, with swollen eyes from crying and a pillow soaked with tears. She had reached her limitation and it was time for her to let her feelings out.

Anslee was glad that it happened in her room while she was alone, not in some place where she’s surrounded with her family or friends. It was bad enough that they know what happened and are expecting when she would lose her control and crumble. Indeed she lost her heart for some guy, but she still has some pride to keep her going.   She’s a victim, or so they said, but there’s no way she is going to act like one. Anslee admitted that she was also to blame. She let it happened to her and when things have gotten too far, she turned her back to it and proceed to what she thinks is good for her. But that’s the problem; she was blinded by her selfishness and immature heart. She let her heart dominate all of her and ignore her sane part that’s saying it should end now. But she’s not in the stage where she’s finding herself at fault of what had happened-of course, not. They both have the same share of faults. But right now, she’ll just stick on analyzing hers and don’t bother knowing about the other. Her friends told her she should be furious and angry because he’d made a fool out of her. But she can’t see that as an appropriate reason to be mad at him. She doesn’t like to be mad at him. She may be in pain but she can’t let him know that she is. Pride, there it is again. It’s like a shield she made for herself. And being angry just shows how greatly affected she is. Oh, how she wish she isn’t. Why can’t she be like those girls who chang boyfriends like the way they change clothes? But no, that would make her a bitch with no education and dignity. You can call her old-fashioned-oh how she wishes the world hadn’t changed that much, because if other girls were like her, then the world would not be as bad as it is- she would take it as a compliment.

She was suddenly distracted to the sound coming from the windows. It’s the sound of raindrops hitting the glasses. She would have appreciated the shedding of the clouds. But, things change. And what once brings happiness to her, now only brings a stabbing-like pain to the heart. Rain just reminds her of him. And so with that, she cried harder, her head buried in the pillow so the others would not hear her painful sobs, clutching a bear to her face that is now soaked with tears she’s shed. She would let herself be swallowed with grief for now, she thought. Tomorrow will be a different day and she will stand up tall and face the challenges life is throwing at her. But she has to be vulnerable for now. She needs this. Later, she knows this will be her anchor to being firm and strong. After all, one has to feel great sadness to experience the true definition of great happiness. With all these thoughts of grief, pain, betrayal, love and hope, she drifted off to slumber…

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  • 4 months ago

I KNEW ITT!!!

I knew it! I KNEW IT! I. KNEW. IT!!!
Okay I’ll back up. I’ve told you by my last entry that Rosie’s most hated ex-girlfriend of Alex is pregnant with his baby. Yep. Alex married Bethany later. Rosie wasn’t thrilled about it as how Alex told her weeks before that he’s going to split with Bethany. And she said it’s not good to marry someone you don’t love and then they argue about love, choices and decisions and things fired up leading to a huge argument ending up with them not speaking to each other for a year! (Also, Rosie’s mad cause she didn’t receive any invitation to Alex’s wedding.) Talk about drama. So they talked a year later, they’re forty at that time now and are faced with so many challenges and deaths. (Old people died) The last death was Rosie’s mother. And Rosie was pretty devastated. But then an envelope came on her doorstep with a letter from her ex-husband saying sorry and etcetera. Inside the envelope, aside from her husband’s letter, was two other little envelopes. The first one was the wedding invitation to Alex’s wedding (Alex probably mailed it to her old home that’s why she didn’t received it) then the second one was the letter of Alex confessing his love to her. (remember the lost letter? ) Imagine that! Turmoil of emotions envaded her. She was happy cause Alex, after all, shared the same feelings she have; but sad, cause Alex is now living with a wife and two sons. Rosie made the right thing to shrugged it off and get on with her life. They turned fifty and Alex’s marriage with Bethany ended. Lots of things happened that both thought have some meaning. Rosie’s daughter KAtie met up with her best friend, Toby, after ten years of separation and later on realized there’s a “zing” between them .She told both her mother and godfather (Alex) about this and thus Alex gathered up the courage to write the letter that confesses his undying love for Rosie. SO yeah, they do end up together at the end of the novel. Pffft. Actually the epilogue was a narration about Rosie reading all the letter, emails, cards (what the book is made of) and then there’s a knock and out came Alex with all the wrinkles (Hee hee) And they stared at each otherm, savoring this “silence” between them. Then the end! I swear, I teared up right there. I keep hoping they would end up with each other for like the 100th page of the book! It’s like wanting a pony for your 9th birthday and having it on your 16th instead! It’s frustrating, yet there’s this unexplainable feeling thagt maybe it’s meant to be. Thatg’s what I felt ontheir love story. But how I wish they realized it sooner. They could’ve had more years together being happy. Cause you know, 50? Your time’s kinda staring you at the face at that age. And they both deserve each other so much it’s a shame they’ve only got a few years together. But yeah, maybe the lesson of the story is that everything has it’s own right time. Maybe it wouldn’t be perfect of they were together 20 years earlier. So okay, i;ll stick with better late than never. And okay, I’m super rambling now. You can’t blame me though, cause it’s such a great book and you’re missing a whole lot if you haven’t read this magnificent book. I urge you to read it!

P.S. My world has gone boring once again. I can’t go on with my life after such an amazing book as Love Rosie. I adore you, Cecelia Ahern!

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  • #LoveRosie #GreatBook #GreatRead
  • 5 months ago

IRRITATION. Puff puff. PART TWO

So okay, this is part two of Faith is freakin messing with them big time. I’ve got ONE, TWO AND THREE. Here’s FOUR. Just when things are going better, Alex ended up working with an ex-girlfriend’s father, and yep, reconciling him to Rosie’s hated Alex’s first girlfriend. And when Alex has decided to end his relationship with Bethany, (Rosie’s most hated ex-girlfriend who is now Alex’s current girfriend) she came up pregnant! Grrr.

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  • 5 months ago

IRRITATION. Puff puff.

Okay, here goes another one. Faith is freakin’ messing with them… big time! So ONE, Alex got divorced weeks before Rosie got enganged. (She should’ve waited for him) TWO, Rosie’s husband cheated on her then Alex left a letter saying he loves her but then Rosie’s husband got hold of the letter at the same time Rosie deciding to give her marriage a chance. (Alex was devastated cause he thought Rosie loved her husband so much that even though he cheated, she still welcomed him back. And the letter was probably lost for good so he just have to move on and be happy for Rosie’s decision.) THREE, When Rosie’s husband cheated the second time, Rosie finally is done with him and is supposed to move to Boston and start a new life. Alex was thrilled to finally see a possibility of them together but then the true father of Rosie’s daughter shows up and she ended up staying at Dublin blowing Alex off. Let me tell you, I really want to grab their heads and shove them against one another. I mean, seriously?! When are you two going to end up with each other? At the end of the novel?!!!

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  • 5 months ago

ASDFGHJKL!!!

Gaaaah! This novel is frustrating! So yeah, Rosie and Alex do have feelings for each other but they won’t tell one another about these emotions. Grr. They both got married, had a child but they’re still on their charade as bestfriends when deep inside they wish it was them who’s married to. I know. FRUSTRATING. Why can’t they just tell each other that they love one another? I swear, this taught me to grab the moment and do what your heart desires! Because you’ll never know what will happen until you try! Forget about regrets! Take the risk!!!

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  • 5 months ago

AAAAArrrghh. :D

I can’t contain my excitement!!!
I’m reading “Love Rosie” by Cecelia Ahern and its… just AMAZZZING!! And by the way, I’m just halfway through the book. I can’t put it down!! But it’s such a shame that I have to cause it’s 2 in the morning and my eyes are very heavy now. But first let me tell you first how this book is amazing. Well, for one thing, this book is not the typical protagonist-narrates-it-all. Love Rosie is a bunch of letters sent and received by the characters in the book (Mostly Rosie, thus the title.) And I know… Cool. (I always love unique pieces. Same feeling i felt when I read Flowers for Algernon) The first few pages were HILARIOUS! Those were the letters sent by little kids. Okay okay. Let me give you a brief summary (At the part where I read last) There’s this girl and boy, namely Rosie and Alex. They’re bestfriends. Since they were kids, they’re often in trouble. And you must read the letters they sent each other when they were just a kid! There was this part where I can’t help but burst in laughter! Well, later, they grew up to be teenagers and they were faced with challenges as being bestfriends when they have to share each other to one’s special someone. They then look forward to becoming college students but then there was this twist. (I won’t spoil it for you. And you will thank me for it.) They became adults and they were faced with challenges as girl-boy bestfriends. And later they found out that they may have feelings towards each other. Oooh. Okay, that’s about it. I’m trying my best to give you something that will make you want to read the book at the same time making it great for you once you read it by sparing you the details that will surely make you mad at me for spoiling it. But seriously, I recommend the book for you to read!!! I hope you all will feel what I was feeling while reading it. It’s a good feeling, I assure you. Hee hee. Enough said. Read it! :)

P.S. I came across with this book because of the upcoming movie. And I can’t believe I”ve just stumbled on this amazing book. Im usually the kind who have read the book before finding out they made it into a movie. Well, better later that never!

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  • 5 months ago

Dear Tumblr,

I just wanna say something. I’ve just finished watching Grey’s Anatomy Season 7 Episode 10 and there was this woman doctor who has a girlfriend (Right, she’s a lesbian) but then they broke up cause her girlfriend got this prestigious award and she (the girlfriend) has to go to Africa cause it’s such a big honor and it’s been her dream since. Supposedly, the woman doctor is coming along, but she doesn’t really want to and so her girlfriend realized that she’s better off alone in Africa. She left her in the airport! In this episode, the girlfriend suddenly turned up in the woman doctor’s front door and admit she’s made the wrong decision and that she miss her. I was really touched and I thought the lady doctor was too. But then the girlfriend then added, “You look really pretty” And then there was this conviction on the face of the doctor and she shut the door to her girlfriend’s face! Huuuuh.I just wanna say that no matter how much you want something- in the doctor’s case, wanting to be with her girlfriend so bad- the time that you’re actually facing it, things change. I mean, I totally don’t get what the doctor just did but it’s like at the same time I understood her. She was miserable being left alone. And mind you, she begged for the girl. But the girl just shook her head and left her. That was painful! You may want something very badly, but first, you have to think of the scenarios on which you get what you want. Cause you know, grudges, no matter how they say that it’s bad to keep them, are soo hard to forget. And sometimes, that messes up everything.

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  • 5 months ago

"Tell Him" a song by Colbie Caillat

"Tell Him"

Let me be patient let me be kind
Make me unselfish without being blind
Though I may suffer I’ll envy it not
And endure what comes
Cause he’s all that I got and
Tell him…

Tell him I need him tell him
Tell him I love him And it’ll be alright
Tell him And it’ll be alright And it’ll be alright

Now I may have faith to make mountains fall
But if I lack love then I am nothin’ at all
I can give away everything I possess
But left without love then I have no happiness
I know I’m imperfect not without sin
But now that I’m older all childish things end
And tell him…

Tell him I need him tell him
Tell him I love him And it’ll be alright
Tell him And it’ll be alright And it’ll be alright

I’ll never be jealous
And I won’t be too proud
Cause love is not boastful
Oh… and love is not loud
Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
Everything’s gonna be alright
Ya, ya, ya, ya… ya…

Now I may have wisdom and knowledge on Earth
But if I speak wrong then what is it worth?
See what we now know is nothing compared
To the love that was shown when our lives were spared
And tell him…

Tell him I need him tell him
Tell him I love him And it’ll be alright
Tell him And it’ll be alright
Tell him I need him tell him
Tell him I love him And it’ll be alright
Tell him And it’ll be alright And it’ll be alright
Tell him I need him tell him
Tell him I love him And it’ll be alright
Tell him And it’ll be alright And it’ll be alright

It speaks about God! <3

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  • 5 months ago
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Dear Diary,

Hahaha I know that I’ve posted a Legal Briefs review, but i haven’t started reading it yet. It’s because i came up with a copy of Meg Cabot’s Princess Diaries series. Hee hee. It has the word, “princess” and “diaries” in it, so i can’t help but read it first! My princess dreams have not gone away like my childhood. :D

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I wanna be that person who will celebrate being a nerd before upon receiving my license as a Civil Engineer. Yesss! In God’s own perfect time :D

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